7.11.05

caminhos fáceis...

ontem revi um filme que adoro...
adaptação. pra mim o roteiro mais foda do charlie kaufman...
divagando na necessidade de adaptar-se, que todos so organismos têm durante toda a existência de vida na terra, fico meio confuso com as regras que a vida impõe. temos que sobreviver, temos que dar um jeito de continuar, para isso muitas vezes nos sentimos obrigados a fazer certas coisas. perante os outros e perante nós mesmos..
temos que ser corajosos, temos que arriscar.
até concordo e procuro viver nesse clichê do dia de hoje como se fosse o último... procuro mesmo. mas sabe aqueles dias que só queremos descançar? nada de provas, nada de riscos.
procurar o caminho mais fácil mesmo, ainda que não tão emocionante...
acontece, só às veses, mas acontece.
aceitar e conviver com a outrora insustentavel leveza do ser...

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o lamento de quem sabe o que é voar

Será?
Talvez...
Que todo tempo que deixei de lado
Justifica o que eu não posso ter?

Assim, por ser alguém com medo
Por vezes parei de tentar
Mas ainda via a janela
Bela, suplicando pelo salto

Deixo ficar assim agora
Deixa eu não conseguir
Sente que há muito vejo a falta que me faz
Ser alguém sem tentar

Eu quero pular
Sim, quero sentir o vento
Avistar de perto o perigo de ser livre
Mas não quero ter que ser

Sozinho, deixo estar
Esqueço um pouco o brilho do suor
O sal agora apenas arde
E vem dos olhos, sem graça
Por medo ou indecisão?

Deixa que o tempo faz a hora
Deixo ele decidir
Leva, que junto vai a vontade de conhecer
O novo que se faz feio
O velho que não mais se faz

E é pelo medo da vontade de pular
Que escolho apenas poder
Agir se quiser, talvez sem pensar
Mas quando convir

Bem dentro do lamento de quem sabe o que é voar
Eu sinto a lembrança de um lazer
O prazer do escuro, a falta de rumo
Do momento em que a brisa traz pra perto o fundo do mundo

Agora deixa
Uma hora eu salto daqui

d.

5 Comments:

Anonymous gary freedman said...

Don't forget to leave me a hateful comment for the following spam. Spammers like me are bottom feeders.


October 3, 2005
3801 Connecticut Avenue, NW
Apartment 136
Washington, DC 20008
Telephone: (202) 362 7064

The Honorable Kenneth Wainstein
U.S. Attorney for the District of Columbia
U.S. Department of Justice
555 Fourth Street, NW
Washington, DC 20001

Dear Mr. Wainstein:

The full text of my autobiography titled "Significant Moments" can be accessed on the web at http://signmomentsone.blogspot.com. The manuscript is unusual in structure, and is written entirely in the form of quotations from published material. I spent about ten years writing the document, from the spring of 1993 to about the year 2004.

From June 1988 to October 1991 I was employed at the law firm of Akin, Gump, Strauss, Hauer & Feld, two of whose executive managers are Robert S. Strauss, Esq. and Vernon E. Jordan, Jr., Esq. Dennis M. Race, Esq. of Akin Gump designated himself the contact person regarding questions about my employment (202 887 4028).

From 1992 to 1996 I was an outpatient at the Department of Psychiatry of the George Washington University Medical Center Department of Psychiatry, which at that time was chaired by Jerry M. Wiener, M.D. (now deceased). Dr. Wiener served in 1994-1995 as President of the American Psychiatric Association. He had earlier served as President of the American Psychoanalytic Association. Coincidentally, Dr. Wiener was Jewish and a native of Texas, like Robert S. Strauss (who serves as a trustee of GW's Ronald Reagan Institute of Emergency Medicine). Robert S. Strauss has an interest in biomedical issues and endowed a chair in neurology at the University of Texas Medical School. Both Mr. Strauss and Dr. Wiener were graduates of the University of Texas.

I believe (without proof) that senior Akin Gump managers surreptitiously (and unlawfully) obtained draft versions of my autobiography which I submitted to my psychiatrists at GW. I further believe that Vernon E. Jordan, Jr., Esq. transmitted the draft versions to his close friend and confidant, former President William Jefferson Clinton or Hillary Rodham Clinton. If you recall, in the mid-1990s, Mrs. Clinton chaired an ill-fated national health care reform initiative that considered benefits for mental health treatment.

I understand that the willful fabrication of delusional symptoms to bolster a Social Security disability mental health claim would constitute a prosecutable act of criminal fraud.


Sincerely,


Gary Freedman

cc: Eugene Lambert, Esq., trustee, GW
David Kendall, Esq.



January 5, 2005
3801 Connecticut Avenue, NW
Apartment 136
Washington, DC 20008

U.S. Secret Service
245 Murray Drive
Building 410
Washington, DC 20223

Dear Sir:

This will advise the U.S. Secret Service that I have been the victim of an ongoing fraud and racketeering conspiracy run by attorney managers of the Washington, DC law firm of Akin, Gump, Strauss, Hauer & Feld: a criminal enterprise that has involved The George Washington University Medical Center Medical Faculty Associates, The District of Columbia Public Library (Richard Jackson, Interim Director), as well as several high-level federal officials including former President William Jefferson Clinton, former Treasury Secretary Robert E. Rubin, and former Treasury General Counsel, Edward S. Knight, Esq.

The Government of the District of Columbia (Office of The Corporation Counsel) determined (in 1997) that I formed a genuine and good-faith belief (though unsupported by fact) that in January 1990 members of the law firm of Akin, Gump, Strauss, Hauer & Feld (a class of persons that included Edward S. Knight, Esq.) gained unlawful entry to my apartment (at the above address), and that the unlawful entry was made with the knowledge and consent of the firm's management committee (a class of persons that includes Robert S. Strauss, Esq. and Vernon E. Jordan, Jr., Esq.). Freedman v. D.C. Dept. of Human Rights, 96-CV-961 (DCCA, Sept. 1998), Brief of Appellee District of Columbia at 9. The firm did not dispute the District's determination or its legal or factual relevance.

Vernon E. Jordan, Jr., Esq. is a close personal friend of former President Clinton's.

Secret Service Special Agent Philip C. Leadroot (now retired) is familiar with this matter.

Enclosed is a collection of pertinent documents.


Sincerely,


Gary Freedman

7/11/05 10:08

 
Anonymous miss.zengzung said...

gostei de um trecho em especial
que vai ser título daquela foto.
obrigada


um beijo david
amigo artista.
hohohohohh

7/11/05 10:14

 
Anonymous Carol Russa said...

Olá... Gostei muito do que escreve... parece q era o q eu estava precisando ler agora...
Muito Obrigada!

8/11/05 06:59

 
Blogger Aline Priscila said...

Oi, cheguei até aqui pelo link no Orkut, na comunidade do Pablo Neruda.
Fiquei interessada em ver o filme, já era. O único que eu vi do mesmo roteirista é Brilho eterno de uma mente sem lembranças.

12/11/05 15:06

 
Anonymous dre said...

pula pula pula... hehehehe
=*

19/4/06 07:18

 

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